The Backup Plan...

Wrote this during the worst month of my life... Sometimes the most difficult and painful experiences are the best inspiration...

The Backup Plan…

“Hope for the best

And plan for the worst…”

Has always been my mantra

But this is a first…

I got caught slipping

Trying to stay in my lane

Thought that everything was perfect

Now I know things won’t ever be the same

I was living in the Matrix

With no idea that the real world existed

You gave me a choice red or blue

I guess that blue pill should have been ingested

Now I’m lost in the real world

Seeing what is really going on

Don’t know what to do with myself

Since my fantasy world is long gone

Never thought this day would happen

Never thought this could be

I built my world around my beliefs

Which were based on lies You told me

So now my world is shattered

And You were so quick to move on

I’m left with all the broken pieces

Still not believing You are gone

So what am I to do now?

In my life YOU were the only constant

I never expected You not to be there

And forever change my life in an instant

I have to realize

As hard as it will be to do

But it seems You never loved me

The same way I loved You

Compromises, Concessions and Communication

Love means using those 3 C’s

I did all three for us

But You didn’t, I believe…

I’m always planning my life

I have backups to backup plans You see

However, now I realize my mistake

For You, there was never a Plan B….

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