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Fairytales....
The Happy Ending…
“Be careful when you fight the monsters, lest ye become one…” –F. Nietzsche
O.M.G.
What have I done?
I am not what I used to be
I’m ashamed of what I’ve become…
I don’t recognize…
The face I see in the mirror
I’m caught by surprise…
By this entity residing in my interior
When did I change?
I never saw it coming along
When did I become strange?
At first it didn’t feel so wrong…
Now I’m consumed, I feel
By this monster inside my head
I’m no longer the superhero ideal
That good guy is gone and dead
This creature was borne out of my stupidity
Had him locked in a prison of my own design
However he escapes from captivity
And runs rampant from time to time
Only wanted justification for me
To live the life I felt I missed
Didn’t think about what the consequences would be
Or that it would end up like this…
What caused me to be this way?
I cannot believe it’s true
It wasn’t a “What” I can say
But I was transformed by a “Who”
Maybe I saw it coming before
You changed me right from the start…
But the Truth about You I tried to ignore
And now I’m cursed with a broken heart…
It was You who made me shift
It was You who made me cry…
And now my curse you refuse to lift
No matter what I say, or do, or try…
I cannot take it anymore
I’m bound to rot in this personal hell
The creature resides in me forevermore
Locked in my head to eternally dwell
You changed me for the worst it seems
Sometimes our lives don’t always end like fairytales…
Copyright © GL21 6/9/2011
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