Time Will Reveal....

Only Time Will Tell…

(Parts I- III)

  

Part I

Only time will tell,

If my emotional scars will heal

Only time will tell

If i will ever change the way i feel

They say that time…

Heals all wounds,

Well i hope that it hurries up

And heal mine soon.

I can’t bear the pain,

Or even the hell

And if I will ever be the same again,

Only time will tell…

Copyright © GL21 2010

Part II

Only time will tell

If you are the one for me…

Only time will tell

If we are meant to be…

Only time will tell

If you really do care…

Only time will tell

If you will always be here…

Only time will tell

How long your love for me will endure…

Only time will tell

If this time I can really be sure…

Copyright © GL21 2010

Part III

Only time will tell

What the future holds…

Only time will tell

What tragedy will unfold…

Only time will tell

What I couldn’t see for myself…

Only time will tell

Why you wanted someone else…

Only time will tell

Why I still think about you…

Only time will tell

Me the things you never would do…

Only time will tell

What really caused you to go…

Only time will tell

Whether I’ll ever truly know…

Copyright © GL21 2011

Internal Struggle

…cOnFlIcTeD…

"Your life is the sum total of the choices you’ve made…”

A deadly war rages on

Inside my head

And even the side that wins

Eventually loses in the end

I have nothing left

Everything has been taken from me

It’s a terrible feeling

I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy

I cannot believe the conflict

Everything has a purpose right?

However this war won’t ever end

Especially not tonight

You see tonight I found out

Some very disturbing news

Never wanted to hear it

Cause it caused me the blues…

However some things in life

You won’t fully understand

Just absorb that punch to the gut &

Take it like a man

Emotions want to react…

Logic dictates refrain…

I cannot act hastily

Or I’ll be trapped again…

Regardless of the shock and awe

This revelation has inflicted

In the end I must deal with the pain

Lest my mind will remain conflicted

Copyright © GL21 4/17/2012 

If you ain't first....

You're last!

1^st Place

You wasn’t the 1^st

To tell me Your lies

I’ve heard them all before

That why I wasn’t surprised

I knew from the beginning

That You weren’t the one for me

That’s why a relationship

Between us could never be

You wasn’t the 1^st

To hurt me like this

But the depression is only temporary

And I’ll soon be over You Miss

Your uncaring ways

Lies and deception

Destroyed all hope

Of a reconciliation

Of all the lies I’ve heard…

Yours are the worst

Sure You said You really loved me…

But You wasn’t the 1^st.

Copyright © GL21 2012 (Original Draft: 9/17/94) 

Jump In...

The Water

"Take a chance..."

Here We are together…
Wondering what will happen next
It wasn’t supposed to go this far...
Now We don’t know what to expect

I’m more than ready
However You seem a bit hesitant
What is going on in Your mind
To make You so reluctant

I’m not going to pressure You
Nor Your decision will I try to sway
But You cannot deny these emotions
Which have You feeling me this way

What’s holding You back?
Did You not expect me to come on so strong?
Well I’ve been feeling You for awhile...
And We’ve been playing around much too long

So I’m putting on my swim gear
And diving right into the pool
I’ve saved a spot for You in the deep end
Just come in when You think it’s cool

I know You brought Your swimsuit
I saw it in Your car
Even saw that swim cap You have
So don’t worry about Your hair

In this pool it’s relaxing
In this pool it’s so free
You have both feet in now
It’s not that bad You see

I’m in here waiting for You
And You are still deciding in Your mind
But You need to quit splashing Your feet
And jump on in…the water’s just fine.

Copyright © GL21 9/29/2010