Sunday, June 10, 2012

Saw It Coming...




Foreshadows

“Don't ignore red flags...”

I once predicted the ending
To this deplorable thing I called a life…
T’was a fairytale conclusion
Was going to grow old and feeble with my wife…

But I was wrong
Alas, poor foolish, simple old me…
For the wonderful ending I sought
Was never meant to be

I once expected the existence
Of this pitiful thing I called my family…
T’was a loving and caring group
Consisted of a man, woman and a couple of seeds

But (again) I was wrong
Alas, that poor simple foolish dream
Because the loving group I sought
Just wasn’t in the cards, it seems

I once anticipated the appearance
Of this intriguing, helpful, beautiful mate
She’s be caring, loving and faithful
And everything would always be so great

But (once again) I was wrong
Alas, that sad, ignorant bastard child
Who chased an implausible dream
That only lasted a short while…

Unfulfilled desires and what ifs…
Caused me so much pain and grief
But now I write these lines
And it is my only relief…

Copyright © GL21 4/17/2012 




Saturday, April 28, 2012

Time Will Reveal....


Only Time Will Tell…

(Parts I- III)



  
Part I

Only time will tell,
If my emotional scars will heal
Only time will tell
If i will ever change the way i feel

They say that time…
Heals all wounds,
Well i hope that it hurries up
And heal mine soon.

I can’t bear the pain,
Or even the hell
And if I will ever be the same again,
Only time will tell…

Copyright © GL21 2010





Part II

Only time will tell
If you are the one for me…
Only time will tell
If we are meant to be…

Only time will tell
If you really do care…
Only time will tell
If you will always be here…

Only time will tell
How long your love for me will endure…
Only time will tell
If this time I can really be sure…

Copyright © GL21 2010








Part III
Only time will tell
What the future holds…
Only time will tell
What tragedy will unfold…

Only time will tell
What I couldn’t see for myself…
Only time will tell
Why you wanted someone else…

Only time will tell
Why I still think about you…
Only time will tell
Me the things you never would do…

Only time will tell
What really caused you to go…
Only time will tell
Whether I’ll ever truly know…

Copyright © GL21 2011




Saturday, April 21, 2012

Internal Struggle



…cOnFlIcTeD…
"Your life is the sum total of the choices you’ve made…”

A deadly war rages on
Inside my head
And even the side that wins
Eventually loses in the end

I have nothing left
Everything has been taken from me
It’s a terrible feeling
I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy

I cannot believe the conflict
Everything has a purpose right?
However this war won’t ever end
Especially not tonight

You see tonight I found out
Some very disturbing news
Never wanted to hear it
Cause it caused me the blues…

However some things in life
You won’t fully understand
Just absorb that punch to the gut &
Take it like a man

Emotions want to react…
Logic dictates refrain…
I cannot act hastily
Or I’ll be trapped again…

Regardless of the shock and awe
This revelation has inflicted
In the end I must deal with the pain
Lest my mind will remain conflicted

Copyright © GL21 4/17/2012 


Thursday, April 5, 2012

If you ain't first....

You're last!




1st Place

You wasn’t the 1st
To tell me Your lies
I’ve heard them all before
That why I wasn’t surprised

I knew from the beginning
That You weren’t the one for me
That’s why a relationship
Between us could never be

You wasn’t the 1st
To hurt me like this
But the depression is only temporary
And I’ll soon be over You Miss

Your uncaring ways
Lies and deception
Destroyed all hope
Of a reconciliation

Of all the lies I’ve heard…
Yours are the worst
Sure You said You really loved me…
But You wasn’t the 1st.

Copyright © GL21 2012 (Original Draft: 9/17/94) 





Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Jump In...



The Water


"Take a chance..."

Here We are together…
Wondering what will happen next
It wasn’t supposed to go this far...
Now We don’t know what to expect

I’m more than ready
However You seem a bit hesitant
What is going on in Your mind
To make You so reluctant

I’m not going to pressure You
Nor Your decision will I try to sway
But You cannot deny these emotions
Which have You feeling me this way

What’s holding You back?
Did You not expect me to come on so strong?
Well I’ve been feeling You for awhile...
And We’ve been playing around much too long

So I’m putting on my swim gear
And diving right into the pool
I’ve saved a spot for You in the deep end
Just come in when You think it’s cool

I know You brought Your swimsuit
I saw it in Your car
Even saw that swim cap You have
So don’t worry about Your hair

In this pool it’s relaxing
In this pool it’s so free
You have both feet in now
It’s not that bad You see

I’m in here waiting for You
And You are still deciding in Your mind
But You need to quit splashing Your feet
And jump on in…the water’s just fine.

Copyright © GL21 9/29/2010









Thursday, February 9, 2012

Someday...

With Valentine's day coming up I figured I'd post an oldie but a goodie for those of us who would rather just forget this time of year. Enjoy....



Was It Really Love?

At first you meet a special someone
And everything seems to be fine
You both claim to love each other
And that you’ll be together ‘til the end of time

Things begin to change as time goes on
But the changes are so small
You really don’t notice them at first
Until you miss a few phone calls

Then you begin to notice the differences
And you wonder what went wrong
You don’t’ know what happened
But you know that something needs to be done

So you try to do what it takes
To keep the love you worked so hard to attain
But not matter what you do
You realize it is all in vain

Eventually the relationship ends
And to move on you need a push or shove
Then you find yourself asking the question
“Was It Really Love?”

 Copyright © GL21 (Original draft: 02/17/1994)







Monday, February 6, 2012

It's Inevitable....


Once
“Some things are just inevitable…”

It’s a done deal…

Once
I send that
Text…

Once
 I make that
Call…

Once
 I take that
Drive…

Once
I ring that
Doorbell…

Once
I smell that
Perfume…

Once
I hear that
Song…

Once
I see that
Dress..

&

Once
I taste that
Wine….

It’s already over…


Copyright © GL21 5/2/2011