Saturday, April 13, 2013

Musing

With You (Musing)

"When I’m with you…”

I want you…

It’s something I must say

I want to spend all my time

With you, every minute of the day

I miss you…

It’s something I must admit

I miss feeling your touch

With you, every caress is a benefit

I need you…

It’s something I must convey

I need to be in your presence

With you, every second takes my breath away

I love you…

It’s something I’m reluctantly expressing

I love the way you make me feel

With you, every moment is a blessing

I thank you…

It’s something I’ll continue to do

I’m thankful for much in my life

But most of all for being with you…

Monday, April 8, 2013

T.R.O.Y.

Had to say goodbye to a good friend of mine today. He once said I had a gift, well this one for you T-Mac....

Mistakes…

What becomes of a man,

Once he has made a mistake?

Does he learn from this experience,

Or does he suffer another heartbreak?

His past cannot be altered,

But his mistakes are something to review…

He can learn from past mistakes,

And start off tomorrow anew…

But without a clear conscience,

And with a troubled mind,

His search for love and understanding,

Is very difficult to find…

He travels down life’s twisted road,

In order to meet his fate,

Searching for love and peace of mind,

While trying to avoid any further mistakes…

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Friend Zone (AKA Box #3)

UNTITLED#4

I didn't mean for you to find out

Not in this way

I had hoped you'd notice my actions

And all the things I’d say

I did want to tell you

I was just waiting for the right time

But when it seemed like I was losing you,

I damn near lost my mind

I knew I had to react

It was now or never

And after being faced with loneliness again

I'd rather that we get together

So I swallowed my pride...

And took several chances,

Hoping and praying....

You would follow my advances

But it seems that your view of me

Is not the same as mine of you

Where I see the only one for me

...you see just a friend, true blue

We've known each other

For quite some time

But I never thought

I would want you to be mine.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Back To The Future...

Do Over…

"Now where is that flux capacitor...”

I think I'll use a lifeline

Maybe I'll phone a friend

There are things I need to undo

Somebody please give me a mulligan

Should've use that free spin

Or maybe a bonus stack

Should've cashed in my chips sooner

Before betting it all on black

I think I picked the wrong horse

I was one number off the mark

Should've trusted my gut instincts

Instead of following my heart

Should have went left

Instead of going straight

Shouldn't have took that last gamble

And now i realize it's too late

Someone please give me a redo

There are some things I want to change

Never pictured life would be like this

It’s driving me insane…

No matter how much I hope and pray

I won't get that chance again

Guess I can stop expecting

Doc Brown to pull up in that DeLorean

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Untitled #2

UNTITLED#2

I can’t hold them in’

They’re bound to escape

These feelings that I have

Their power is too great

This time I knew

You would not break my heart

But strange situations arose

That drove us further and further apart

When I wanted to be with you

People seemed to interfere

That it probably why

You are not with me here

It wasn’t our fault

There were things we could not control

Like the other people who were involved

And our love they oppose

Maybe you are still upset

And probably mad

But you may never understand how it hurts

To have lost the chances I’ve had

So I play it off now

But I can only disguise

The pain that i feel

…within the sadness of my eyes.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

MIA

I know I've been MIA but I have been working on new material... Don't worry I'll be back soon

Thanks for reading!

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Rehab....

Convalescence

“I don’t need any more counseling…”

Okay, I’ll admit it

You were my drug of choice

I was so hooked on you

I damn near lost my voice

Couldn’t sleep most nights

There were times I needed you

For late night hits

Just to get through

Forget cold turkey

I thought I had an endless supply

You were a harmless addiction

One I couldn’t deny

Never thought I’d ever

Have to come down off that high

But when my source got cut off

I thought I’d surely die

At first I didn’t want you

My friends told me to stay away

But I had to try it once

I still remember that day

On a Friday morning

I decided to skip class

You came by and gave me an offer

One that I couldn’t pass

Held it in my hands

I took a whiff

It Smelled exquisite

So I took a sip

Then that was it

Once was all it took

Too late to resist

By then I was hooked

On some freaky, Sneaky

Creepy

Type of Ish

Had me licking, Biting, Sucking

And scratching

Begging for another hit

So yeah I can admit it

You WERE my drug of choice

But I’m fresh out of rehab

Without a shred of remorse…